Annual Checkup

Wow,

I seem to be really good at taking a year off of this thing. I'm sorry y'all. No more of that. It's just that I'm pretty busy. Since I last was on here, I have been keeping myself going. I am still a ghostwriter and working on some projects of my own (when I find the time.) I also do audio, host a podcast, and am going to start a craft blog because we do a TON of crafts, so be on the lookout for that one. Life of Xaoc will go back to being a story about my crazy life and more of an online journal for anyone to follow the crazy things I do. I'll still post stuff about music, movies, life, work, exercise, food, crafts, photography, you know, pretty much everything. I like to keep busy. So, stay tuned for new blogs and even more Xaoc (which, if you are wondering, is Russian for chaos) because Xaoc is my life.

Thanks for you continued following. I do appreciate it.

-MK

July 9 2013

With the exception of my 5 hour work day, I've accomplished exactly fuck all since Sunday.

I don't know why but i've got no motivation, no energy, no want to do anything. I'm not tired, I'm not even bored which is strange.

Maybe it's because the boys are gone, maybe it's because i'm poor as hell, maybe because it's hot as hell outside, maybe it's just because, for once,  I have nothing to do.

I have no homework, no work, no projects, no crafts, no chores.  Nothing to do. Nothing to accomplish.

I always think that when the boys are at grandmas house I will get so much accomplished,  but here I am. Doing nothing. Perhaps its because I have the time to do nothing. Its nice to have nothing expected of me.

I need to make a list of things to do when the kida get back. Things to keep us moving and entertained. Things to fill up what is left of their summer.